Well, today we said our last goodbyes. I'm tired and exhausted. But I have to say that the love that has been surrounding us has sustained us through the days. It was so AMAZING. I can't even begin to share with you all the things that God has done to prepare us, but so many things happened in the last months and weeks, that was too much to be coincidence and had to be a higher being at work. Our trip to Alabama, the 4th of July family cookout that I almost didn't attend, a dream that my uncle had ....he dreamed that he was somewhere in the clouds and opened up a door...inside stood my Korean grandmother. On a bed was my mother, clutching a blankie and her eyes were closed. Mom opened her eyes and then he woke up. He called my mother that morning and talked to her for over an hour. That was unusual as he didn't like talking much and NOT on the phone. My mother commented on it last week how unusual it was and how happy she was to talk to him. It rained today....stormed. But while we were going to the church, it quit. Then during the service, it stormed. As it was time to go to the cemetary, it quit. It started back up after we got to the church where lunch was being served. While inside, it stormed even more. It was as if God was preparing us and letting us say our goodbyes, yet we didn't realize it at the time. So, yes, it will be hard in the days, months and years to come because we loved her so much, but I have a blessing that few others will ever have. (The blankie....Uncle didn't know this but Mom always had a little blankie, one of DS's baby blankie that he never used, but she liked to keep it in the car for when she got a little cold. She's had that thing for 15 years. So we buried it with her, along with the Mother's day, birthday and anniversary card that I made her this year, as everyone was saying she showed everyone the cards. I never started making cards until I got my Cougar.
So know that we are going to be fine...sad, but fine. I have never in my life felt so much of God's presence as I have in the last few days. No, in the last few months...I just didn't always recognize it.