Kate -
Number one YOU ARE NOT a failure! In the last year, working with the gazelle, I can't tell you the number of times I have been thoroughly frustrated with it. But I kept plugging on, and on, and on, until I figured it out. Some things I never figured out and just left it. There were a number of times I felt like a dunce, and I totally expect to feel this way with the cat too - as when learning something new - there are definitely issues bound to come up. Over 20 years ago, I tried my hand at quilting, and that was a complete failure. But, after we lost my brother, I said I am not leaving this earth without finishing a quilt. So I took it up again, and this time, things are beginning to click in a way that it could not 20 years ago. I want you to understand that each of us, in some way, have failed at one thing or another (no matter how much I wish I was penny duncan, I'm not her and have a hard time making flowers...). We wouldn't be human if we didn't. Failing at something is NOT THE SAME as being a failure. A person who doesn't try at all, is the failure. I promise, if it isn't now, it will be in your future that you cut chipboard. All of us here will be pulling for you and have you in our thoughts. I wish I can be right there and give you a big hug, but accept this one OK?
Pat
New owner of an 18" cougar and the gazelle...still a newbie at the cougar and will soon explore it............