I am so tired and angry. I finally got most of my beads made and some coated but I ran out of paper one bead short not counting mine. So I have to stamp another piece of card stock, cut again, make the cards for the extra beads. While making a glass etched mug and a frame with vinyl to take on a plane in 4 days to my brother in laws 60th surprise birthday party in another State.
I don't fly anywhere without my husband who is already in that State. So my daughter will become my mother and stop me from attacking the crew and I have attacked before. If I don't board the plane in the right state of mind my fear will make me do just about anything. It is documented on my flying record and I bet it makes fun reading. I don't know why my family keep me.
I only ever fly QANTAS but they don't go where I am going. Only their cheap airline goes there. I want to kill my BIL for living in the country and he doesn't even know he is having a party.
Yesterday I had to go shopping with my husband to get a new suit for work. I gave him $500.00 in cash I had saved, he put it in his wallet with over $1,500.00 he had saved for our holiday. His wallet was stolen out of the dressing room while the suit person was checking the fit of his suit just outside. That is where the angry part came in.
There are camera's in the changing rooms but the lady who looks at them was on holiday today and even if she sees who did it she won't know who they are so what use are the camera's? Someone is supposed to be watching the camera's at all times to catch these people but she took a long weekend. I am just so depressed now and I am seriously worried about getting the beads and everything else done in 4 days.